(2-1) “Revelation”

September 20, 2010 at 9:56 PM

I just figured out some things about myself:

- I complain about how ugly I am to try to scrape some sympathy from people. Turns out I resent that more than I resent my physical form.

- I’m pretty sure I annoy EVERYBODY I talk to. But I realized why I’m always on facebook trying to talk to somebody. I fear severed lines of communication. I hate talking because I tend to get over anxious and my words jumble together. But I can’t help but make small talk with the most random of strangers simply because I don’t like being alone. 

- I’m a god damn mental case.